I has been so long I didn’t update this blog.
I am so busy recently and so depressed recently.
Pressure from work, pressure from everything around me.
I am going crazy already.
When I pray, I feel that my prayers is not been heard.
Doesn’t seems like there is any angels is sent to help me.
Can I still call myself a Catholic anymore?
Or should I start to worship Lucifer?
Hoho.. I didn’t know you still wrote on your blog. Interesting. 😀
this is the only place i can say wat i wish to say,
of course i will continue to write here
🙂
God loves you, your prayers dont always get answered because they are not what you really need right now.
Praying can bring on what we really need, but if its something we dont need it wont yield any result.
God knows what we need and what we dont need.
I wouldnt call myself a church label ever!! I am a Christian not a Catholic; not a pentecostal; not a baptist.
Church labeling yields only one result and its not positive.
It stops all Christians fellowshipping with each other.
I really hope you see yourself as a Christian not a Catholic, because you wont find Gods temple and Kingdom in a church building.
Its in all of us!! His Holy Spirit.
my wish was never granted, even when the time i need it the most.
There is a difference between Catholicism and the Devil, you know. It’s called “atheism”. 🙂 The reason you “feel your prayers are not heard” is because they’re not. You are only praying to yourself, alas, there is no magical deity in the sky somewhere hearing you. That shouldn’t be a cause for sadness, but see it as a sort of deliverance. Depression is a normal sort of reaction to things, if its a phase and not a condition. In this case, its a result in the way you deal with things; pressures put upon you at work, emotional differences you have with your partner, relationships you have with yourself (ie. the goal-setting thing).
I suggest you change your beliefs and the way you deal with these things. Life doesn’t have to be that hard! Chipper and chim chim cheree…. – Tim
“Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.” – Dalai Lama